After the recent hell I've gone through, I am shocked that things are going so perfectly lately. Of course I worry that it's all going to fall apart because I don't feel as though I deserve good things, but then again I've done nothing to deserve the shitty cards life has occasionally dealt me. I think it's time to be an optimist for once and hope that things have only been bad in the past so that they could be awesome in the future. I haven't been able to say this in a long time but - this just feels so right.

Now only if my laundry machine would work - then I'd really be in business.